You know? At the moment I just need to be alone for a little while. I don’t really want to be social. I feel like I need to lock myself away. Make something. Read something. Draw something. I’m so tired of social situations. I’m not myself. I want to stay in my room.
Dear God, what sort of man do I attract?!
Found at my new spiritual home #fabcafe
I’m ready now. No more half and half. No more “Nothing serious” with a condescending Boop on the nose. It’s all or nothing. I want love. I deserve love.
I want to be looked at and know I’m adored. I no longer want to be just a body. I want to be something important. To someone. I want to mean something. I want to look into someone’s eyes and feel like yes, I’m the first thing on your mind. No more tit pics. My eyes should be all anyone needs.
I want to pull the days closer like a blanket that’s tucked under the mattress. I’m torn to know what’s behind those words. Are you really that good?! Do you know me that much? Or am I on a long list; just a matter of time before you cease to communicate. Again.